May. 29th, 2017
Broken hearts...
May. 29th, 2017 09:02 pm
The Embassy is quiet, this evening Harold is in the courtyard brushing his war horse Chessy. The Grandmaster, draws the brush slowly over the large animals flank.
Ciara makes her way in to the Courtyard, the sounds of a great many soldiers following her as she does. There's quite a few of them outside the Embassy now, though they do not enter as she does, no, they stay outside. Ciara is here with a mission, a purpose, and shows her trademark determination. As she enters, she walks straight up to Harold and speaks his name, "Harold. I would request words with you" she asks of him, a slight pause as she looks around and then back to him. "In Private."
Harold lifts a brow, "Certainly." he nods and his attendants. "In Lyonesse, in public, it is polite to use titles...calling me by given name, thusly is very familiar, as you are not my wife or sister...Ser Harold would have been more proper...but that aside, how may I help you?"
The attendants depart allowing private conversation.
"I've not the time, or the patience, for tradition" replies Ciara plainly, standing firmly with her hands clasped at her stomach. "My using only your name, and forgoing your title, should speak to a great many things." She looks quite intense and and angry. "I am here, Ser Harold, as the Countess Cuchlia, to make an open and formal demand, and to state my intentions to you plainly, tradition can wait while lives are on the line. I have had many, many months, to think things over truly, and completely." She steps forward towards him again, "Will you hear my demands?" she asks. "Will you hear them and know that I do what I do for my people and for Lyonesse as a whole?"
Harold stops brushing his steed, and turns to face, "I am not your vassal, nor are you mine, I am not obliged to listen to any demands." he says very calmly, "as lives are on the line I will hear your request M'lady." he folds his arms across his broad chest. "I will decide the best course after you have said your peace."
"Very well Ser Harold.." replies Ciara plainly. "I can not now, or ever, or anymore tolerate your relationship with your wife. Igraine is a Tyrant, and a monster, and I will see her in chains, behind bars.." she pauses "or dead." The last part said with all deliberate force of intent behind it. "My county may be small, and insignificant to Amber, and to perhaps many others, but I will fight for every inch of all twelve hundred square miles and for every strand of hair on the thousands of lives that call it home. We are incapable of standing against Igraine, should her black Knights raid or should she choose to bring the force of Albion, Ascalot and Brentinor down upon us and I know that, but what hurts worse?" she pauses to look at the floor, exhale deeply and then look back up to Harold.
"Is that I respected you. I looked up to you. I saw in you the hope and the light of a nation. I even agreed with you when you said that Amber cared little for Lyonesse, but I can't help but wonder if Amber cares little for us because of YOUR actions and it pains me to see you continue to stand idle while Igraine keeps prepping to conquer more and more land" pause "and Ser Harold? I will never bow to you as King. Ever. You don't deserve that. You sleep with the enemy and call her wife as she plots to stab you in the back and kills hundreds. You sleep with her, warm and comfy in your bed, while she stands as a absolute enemy to everything you swore to me that you stood for. So today, I am here to say to you that Cuchlia counts itself no ally of Monsalvat, or your Knights, for as long as you continue to Call Igraine your wife."
"Now, as it stands, I am willing to be proven wrong, and to be shown that all of what I think is inaccurate and based on false information, and I will even beg your kindness and grace in asking for forgiveness, but if what I know to be true is right? That you do nothing and continue to protect her? Then I must make the decision that is best for my people."
Harold sighs, sadly he shakes his head, "From where did you get your information Countess?" he asks in a polite and formal tone, "You of course have some evidence that Her Majesty is massing troops for purpose of conquest?" he asks in another very polite tone. "If your information comes from an Ambrite princling, or perhaps a Solaris?" he shrugs, "you have been lied to, and are being used by." he says bluntly, "The Solaris family considers all the lands of Lyonesse to be theirs by right of birth...sadly their claim is no stronger than mine or your own...further Taran Solaris, my former squire committed treason against the Kingdom of Monsalvat, and broke the sacred vows of the Graal Knights, and was cast out." he draws a breath "further they swear fealty to House Chantris, who's Duchess is in league with Chaos...did they inform you of any of that?"
"You assume just as much as I do Grandmaster, much and more." Ciara's retaliation there, a point of fact statement that shows all manner of politeness she can muster. "I am here, entirely of my own accord. Not to mention Ser, I have cast out House Chantris and House Solaris from my lands and declared myself independent from their machinations and publicly so, to the chagrin of the Duchess Chantris who saw fit to make a statement of my Independence, and to send such statement to the other houses of Amber. However, I am capable of seeing the error of my ways, and recognizing my mistakes, and I also take responsibility for my actions fully and completely. With out their support, Cuchlia has suffered much, but yet, it now prospers and perhaps there is a means to an end and a way to mend broken bonds, but again, I stand firm in my statements."
"As to yours? What further proof do I need than the sacking and taking of Brentinor? That, as a note, I saw you do very little about to delay, or stop, though again I could be mistaken, but it's irelevant. Your WIFE, took the crown of a sovereign territory by force and even if you did anything? You did nothing of any worth or value to stop her from ransacking that land and I can't forgive that."
"As to your comments about Taran Solaris? Is questioning your marriage to someone who is KNOWN to be the leader of the Black Knights and someone who has truly and honestly succumbed to chaos treason? If standing up to you and your nonsense is treason, than I command him for having the strength of will and character to do so. As to House Chantris, if you have proof that the Duchess is in league with Chaos, than show me, and that will again justify my reasoning for leaving that house behind me."
"Besides that, I did all of that because of YOU!" she snaps, actually raising her voice for the first time during the conversation. "I swore of Chantris and Solaris, because of YOU! Because I saw the truth of what you taught me, what you showed me. I saw it! But I see now that your hypocrisy with your wife is well and truly your major flaw and weakness and it is a dagger in to my heart to see a man I looked up to, that I respected, that I REVERE!" yet again her voice is raised. "Stand by someone so, so completely horrible." She looks down to the floor and sighs, "She took my parents from me Grandmaster. She took and has taken, and destroyed many lives and I thought you, of all people, could see that she must needs be stopped by all costs. Seems, I was wrong.."
"Dear Lady, Do know I am the White Knight of Lyonesse, I faced horrors that would shrivel the souls of most." Harold remains calm, "Albion's conquest of Brentinor, was because Brentinor supported Taran Solaris, and a group from Amber in trying to over throw Igraine, by invading Albion...they lost, and Taran was killed. Further, Your Excellancy, I offered my protection to Brentinor, and they suggested I turn my order over to Ser Taran...Ser Taran was not fit to command an army, he was out of he depth trying to take on Igraine...I had managed to contain her...prior to those events..."
Harold paces "There is so much you do not know or understand...Black Knights, White Knights, Red Knights, Blue Knights...these were not individual men, they were whole orders of Knights...of all those orders only two still remain...The Graal Knights, or the White order and the Black Knights...If one order or the other prevails Lyonesse may well be lost forever...do you understand a need for balance?"
Ciara exhales and hangs her head to the floor, and at this point allows the drops of tears to fall from her face and hit the floor. She looks back up at him with tears in her eyes and red cheeks and simply says, "You are breaking my heart Ser Harold." She steps forward and pulls a dagger, hidden in her lower back, held in the sash about her waist, and hands it to him. "Take my life. Take it now and see me set free from having to look at a man that I revered, and to be forced to see him an Enemy. To be forced to no other course of action but to look him in the eye, and see him lost to delusion. Take this away from me, for no matter your justification, you allow an evil to prevail and go unpunished." She exhales again, deeply, "You simply containing her? It makes you just as much a monster and slave to delusion as she is and no reason you come up with Ser Harold, can justify you not doing your duty and ending her evil when you had the chance. So.." she holds the dagger up to him again.
Well Harold is on Lyonesse, he is used to Grand gestures. He takes the dagger, using his thumb to test the edge, "Might I ask you a question...before I end your life?" he asks in a now forced calm tone. "What give you the right to sit in judgement of a woman you barelyknow, what insight tells you she is beyond redemption?" he pulls off his tunic, his heavily muscled torso is criss crossed with scars, "Here" he points "Igraines sword." he lifts an arm showing a badly mended scar on his ribs, "an ax blow, also Igraine...and she has as many, or more from my own blade...do you really think we have not tried to end one another?"
"Nothing. Nothing gives me the right save my own desire to see justice done and to see my own vengeance acted on. Nothing save seeing Lyon rid of an absolute Evil that IS, beyond, redemption." When he pulls his tunic off, she looks at each scar and then looks up to him, and outright succumbs to her emotions. She stands there, balling her eyes out, but still standing. "Now I know you have, and you both failed, and perhaps on purpose." She pauses a moment to ready herself, fear in her eyes, because he actually took the dagger. "Though, now I know the truth. That you would take that dagger from me, and honestly seek to kill me, as I stand here unarmed, at your mercy and utterly heartbroken. You would kill me, and make excuses that you and Igraine both /Tried/ to end each other. If you choose to drive that dagger in to me, and kill me? You've made my point, truth."
"That you can, kill, an unarmed woman as she stands before you simply because she asked you to, but you can't kill an unarmed woman as she lays in your bed."
Harold shakes his head, and sets the dagger aside. "I do not brandish weapons lightly, and never for the sake of drama...I took the dagger so you would not harm yourself." he frowns more deeply, "you impune my honor." he says softly, "and it breaks my heart..." he pulls his tunic back on, "Good day your excellency, I have heard your /demands/ and I chose to let you believe what you will of me" he turns and again begins to groom his horse.
Ciara looks, utterly dumbstruck for sometime, before she bows and chooses not to take the dagger back. "In another life Grandmaster, I would have begged you to love me.." pause, sniffle, "and told you that my reverence for you had turned to love. I mean it truly when I say, that my heart is utterly broken." As she remains bowed, eyes to the floor, "As I said, if you prove me wrong, than only by your grace and kindness can I truly be forgiven for breaking yours. Be well grandmaster." She turns on heel and leaves the Embassy still in tears.